AH MA!!!<3

i juz love sunny n breezy days:)

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HAPPY LABOUR DAY!!!:D

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yep...todae we have ah ma's birthdae celebration...last week is the adults treat...this week is ah ma herself treat all of us..haha yuan ben is some famous de bak tuk teh de...but the shop is closed todae...so the venue's changed to yishun de yong tau fu!!! woah..my favourite man...tt yishun branch is my childhood's fav...think i veriiiiiii long nvr visit dere eat le ba...seems like 11 yrs?! wow...

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yea..all of us relatives n cousins tgt occupied 3 big tables..lol n ah ma ordered so mani food for us...yong tau fu..dumpling soup...chicken..roasted pork...im so satisfied man:) but ah ma kip worrying the food's not enough...she kip walking ard the 3 tables to ask if we wan to order more...tts ah ma for u...always helping us with foodXD

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all i wan to sae is i love my ah ma...though as i grow older, n my ah ma n i grew more distant prob cos of the generation gap..but i know deeply in my heart tt she is of great importance to mi..when im small n we were living oni one block away..i always went to visit my ah ma..n as we shifted hse n ah ma lived at the same block as mi..i oso went up to play frequently...n ah ma will always cooked mani dishes for us...i still rmb she once learned cooking frm an auntie..n she wanted us to try her fried egg..lol still rmb the day when i saw ah ma dyed her hair..that time when im realli small n dreamed of a nightmare tt had mi shaken n refused to go bak to my hse though its raelli late...in the end i found reassurance frm ah ma and cried...tt day when my mom was pregnant with jun n i hav to stay at her hse..n she played the cars game with mi n my cousin...ah ma is juz like my older fren when young..tts y i have so much feeling of her...

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but since she moved over to my aunt's hse...n as i grew older..i rarely go to visit ah ma...n tts maybe how i grew more distant frm her..but ah ma still touched mi by remembering wad we grandchildren like to eat...every CNY, she will rmb i like to eat the black fungus n gave mi more of tt...lol tts how she showed her love for us grandchildren:)

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last week looking at how ah ma smiled at the sight of all of us made mi feel warm...n when she hugged mi i feel as if i have returned to my childhood:) todae as we parted our ways n gt ready to go home, ah ma surprised us by blowing a kiss..lol though ah ma is old she still is as healthy n cute as ever..LOVES MY AH MA!!!! may ah ma be as radiant as healthy as always!!!!:)

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the reassurance i nid.
Ani ohev et otha~~

"wad wad??"....

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thanks pa!!!!>.<

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i dun dare.

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crash the human wall!!=)

Ndimakukonda~~

HARMOC N GUITAR COMBINED CONCERT!!!:)

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yep..the concert has finalli ended with a success. the whole thing seemed to pass so fast..the last min rehersals n sectionals...the frenzied make up n preparations where the guys are down dere counting down while the gals are messily doing their faces n hair..lol..the whole thing seemed so fun n warm..everyone helping one another n reminding one another to smile n shout...haha its all a funni scene...

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yea..its oso my second time to put on makeup since the first time when i was in K2...lol in the end i didnt even time to think how ima put on the makeup le..i anyhow apply with nicole oso anihow apply blush on mi:P haha

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yep...all was smmoth n steady till the finale song..the backstage crew lose out one chair..leaving a huge gap in the middle..n tts the place where i sit..omg..shu qin n i immediately duno wad to do...in the end i went to fit into the ppl at the back with section 2..but i looked spas throughout the 'when u believe' cos i was standing n blowing at the bak while the section 2 are not blowing...n was not blowing when they all are blowing=.= in the end shu qin decided to stand at the bak le..n i went to sit at her chair..lol i went to shift the 'extra' chair n fit into the section 3 myself...chao embarrassing can..backstage crew..grr~haha

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here are photos taken ysd!!!:D

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secion 3!!!:)

half of the harmockees~~

the flash's too bright le!!!
jie ying n mi

ivy!!

ziqi:)

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section 3 again!! omg~~le jun=.=

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a difficult shot man..phew~


ASL!! yu xing

ziqi, mi, eunice n siting:)
EXCO!!

elina~~
constance:D

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sectional leaders..
joo zhi n mi

heeheh~punch the SL!!

elina n zhi hao LOL

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the student conductor!!

lao shi!!!!:))))

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wye sin n mi..the X mens~haah
look out!! thomas!!

pianist:) sing hun

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papa!!!<3

taken with a bunch of kaypo'es looking...zzz
shifu the botak!!:P

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angel, shu ling, mic, jia jie!!:)

grace n mi!!!!!

xiu rong n us
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qing xiong..can see he's changed alot lol

yi yao..a successful photo after taken like duno how mani times=.= haha

ivy, jing wen n mi!!!
yep..the concert has finalli ended..n everyone is happy n have enjoyed ourselves...all our hard work these few mths have paid off...thanks to all my frens who have come to support mi...juz a pity both lao xiong n ying hui are sick n cmi...lol i will surely rmb the this memorable day n the harmonica family:)

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"harmoc, harmoc,

HARMOCKEES!!~"

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3 cheers for harmoc!!

hip hip hooray!!!:D

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Ani ohev et otha~~

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tensed. stressed. worried. doubtful. disappointed. fearful.

im scared.

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ARGGHHH~~tmr's the day!!!!:O

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hope everything's gonna be smooth n steady:) after 5 plus mths of pract..staying bak late for rehersals...n rushing for morn pract for the past few mths...i realli hope tt we can perform well tmr..no doubts there will be some anxieties n butterflies n hipcupps during the concert...but juz chiong all the way ba...like yu xin said, "its the last lap le!!" haha:D yep..will oso be seeing my bunch of close frens tmr...juz hope ying hui can recover by tmr so tt everyone can meet tmr le!! aja mei zi!!~

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miss dilgit made me looked so toot todae in gp..*faints ar~* the disadvantage of sitting right at the front=.=

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this sun's gonna be ah ma's birthday le..i dunho wad gift to give her...ideas anione?:)

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in the end, the 20 cents is spent on sweets:)

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i need the sense of sercurity

Soro lahn nhee ah~~

Keep in the sunlight.

we looked intellectual ba haha:S

mw its left not straight!!=.=

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ivy, mi, yj, mw:)

hmm~todae's quite a hectic day again lol...in the morn harmoc morn pract we were all told to go up to the stage n pract shouting=.= haha~cos we were told tt we were too soft during rehersals..so ya todae become a shouting session for us..we all looked so toot standing dere n shout while the av ppl are dere...lol at first we were quite soft...lol but in the end claire made us shout till we quite sian..lol so jiu shout ba!! its quite shuang de actualli..haha:P juz hope tt day our shouting amplitude will be the same as todae though..brr~ hope they dun ps mi or i duno where to hide my face le...lol

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yep napfa is finalli OVER for good!!!:D no more stopid inclined for mi!! yep...history has repeated itself..my inclined fate jiu shi stagnant at tt level..but...i dun care abt it animore..wads done canot be changed!!:P juz shocked at my standing broad jump...my personal best of 190cm..i dun even know how i gt it todae de..lol!

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skip skip skip~~now is after sch le haha~the gals went to train on their inclined at the track dere cos some of them are gonna try for a retest...yep so while theyre doing, i sat on the pull up thingy de pole dere..with the help of strong mei wan!! its she who carried mi up de..lol deres some irony dere haha~aniway after a while the rest of the gals jiu suddenly all stop doing inclined n went to sit at the pole dere le...haha its quite chou de la..cos the process of climbing required some skill..lol but after much effort...all of the gals are up!! hehehhe~went to take photos~~~

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after tt i have to leave earlier to meet the cant help guys for pract for the song..deres alot of changes made to the scores..jump here jump dere till i blur diao...but i should sae the end result of the song is better de!! aja~:D yep after pract, i hav to meet the bonding commitee to plan the activities..we tot up of some interesting games...looked fun tt i oso feel like joining!!...rah~but tt is if miss ng approved first=.=

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tell mi its not.

hk feet+db hands!!! *faints~*

Ti tengu caru~~

todae i w0ke up to realise tt my shoulders, esp the left shoulder, is sour de!! muz be ysd's carrying of the keyboard n the drun set frm the harmoc room all the way to LT3...n the shuttle run style chairs relay system...lol carried all the instruments all the way up to the 3rd floor n they suddenly sae the venue's changed bak to LT2..im like =.=? haha..aniway my hands are trembling when i held my water bottle to drink a sip...no wonder todae is sour de...lol my shoulders are indeed weak:/ and oso we're still gonna be having napfa tmr!! roar~~my inclined..zzz haha..realised tt ivy, yu jia n jie ying oso suffered the same fate as me:S

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yep..todae civics we had the school counsilor wif us..we were told to arrange the chairs in a circle right frm the start..n he played "musical chairs" with us...except tt no body will lose cos no chairs are taken out..it is juz some kind of ice breaker..anway the rationale of his visit is to tolk on managing stress..lol hmm~stress...wad is tt?! tt is when expectations dun meet DD..aiya sth like tt de..lol aniway the counsilor jiu explained the diff types of managing stress n some other facts...

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to me, i would like to sweat it out whenever im stressed...cos i like the aftermath of sweating it out...feel much more relaxed n calm..n using exercise to fuss my frustrations n slowly reflecting on the things or my problems while exercising...i feel much better..i would oso spam music to soothe my frustrations..or last resort..to su ku to my frens...as the counsilor said..i will feel much better to know tt im not alone n feel much better being understood..o ya on occasions, when im too stressed, i will tend to break down..lol i agree tt i cant cope with stress well right frm the moment when i started preschool days...i can still rmb my preschool principle looked for my mom cos she suspected tt my mom did my homework for me cos she dun believe the handwriting is mine...but she didnt know tt i spent late nights not sleeping but wanting to perfect my handwriting till im satisfied...its quite hard to think abt tt ba..considering my handwriting now can be considered somehow illegible...lol well i tend to giv myself too much pressure..o ya..my sleeping patterns will be affected when im stressed out..i will tend to have nightmares everyday, n wake up reapeatedly in the middle of the night...lol seemed serious..tt could prob explain my moodiness sometimes ba:P yep tts all abt my stress story..haha~

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lectures nowadays are quite hard de..i dun get wad they are tolking abt...in the end...its chatting session again..but the maths lecturer's quite funi de haha XD his vioce will kip breaking throughout the 1 hr lect...n his jokes is brr~~ de lol but as ivy said...he gt a ci xiang look!:D

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to count...harmoc concert's coming in 8 days time!! rah~n section 3's good day is still quite kok' up..zh ysd gave us a scare suddenly..omg duno wad to expect tmr liao...aniway monday gonna full dress rehersal..quite ma fan de..still have to wash the clothes n prac till late in the night....bt juz endure some more ba!! AJA!!~~

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"e big business n toilet paper theory"XD

Ek het jou lief~~

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hmm~found this pic on the net...yep the 2 kids looked so sweet:D childhood juz seemed so pure n carefree isnt it?^^ i missed my childhood days~~haha

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tmr shall be another round of long week le..i feel like gg out someday n wind down sometime...juz give mi more time ba~~~~~~

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understanding.

Mina rakastan sinua~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAE

SHARON N JUN XIU MEIS'!!

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first up, is sharon!! cos she is older by 1 day:)

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yeah~~now jun xiu's turn! dun fight>.< --

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IM DAMN ANGRY N BETRAYED CAN?! after ysd nite of tossing n turning cos of pw results tts gonna be released todae...i gt tricked by the sch system...cos of some kok' up discrepencies...zzz stoopid!!! im realli tensed up the whole night n couldnt slp well....kip dreaming abt the same nightmare....tt i gt A, n again the same dream tt i gt B....n the nightmare kip repeating itself through the whole night....so i woke up realli early todae...hao bu rong yi 10 le...n i click on schoolbuzz..the A grade is staring right at mi...i gt so happy can!? i jumped up immediately shouted like a fanatic..n cried out of happiness...its like all the hard work last yr has paid off...but i suddenly realised the whole class n everyone in aj have gotten an A....hmm~tts when something is not right le...den i gt news frm cw tt school buzz gt prob....hes at sch n told mi everone in the class gt B except cynthia n chris...hmm i heard this i immediately sian diao....i reali hate the school system...made mi so high for once n after a moment im like being dropped to rock bottom...made mi so betrayed tt i actuali cried for nth....yep...let mi fuss my frustration ba...#%$&&(&()^^$^*%(^)(&)

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realli think life is unfair...its evident frm the class example...haiz ive got nth to sae...juz feel damn sian now...but as hl sae...society is like tt...our pw saga is oni one small part of unfairness in society....it would gt even worse when we step out to work in the near future....hiaz~~~~~~~stopid n lame but todae i can see tt the class is bonded in some way...haha~tt we were all happy for each other n cheered....n ltr all gathered in one class mas convo n su ku n complain n zzz at hmm....lol i juz dun understand y the class gt Bs though it seemed like mani performed well..hiaz im disappointed ba...but i guess tts how life is...accept as it is ba...roar~~i dun feel like doing my phy e lect le...stopid n lame..rather spamming songs now till i feel better...congrats guys who gt A

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cooling down in progress~

wads in store for sun?! hmm~~:)

"The man who can drive himself further once the effort gets painful is the man who win." -Roger Bannister

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pa, u're my winner:)

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Bahibak~~

donuts for dad's birthdae:)

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yep..im realli touched to knoe tt my close frens are coming to the harmoc concert...even those outside of AJ...their response have been spontaneous n im realli touched by them..special mention to ying hui, lao xiong, grace, yi hong+++arigatok' jie mei men' love u guys lots lots~~:D

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oya...i oso realised to my horror tt i gt into the comitee in charge of harmoc's farewell party for miss ng n prob last party for the J2s..so they wan one tts a blast...hiaz i dun feel like doing...sure will have alot of meetings n late nights de..n i tot i can slack after harmoc concert=.= hiaz~~i wan more free time~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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Ik hâld fan dy~~

i think i reali passed my flu to alot of ppl...for now...i think my mom, my 2 sis, ivy n cw all gt my virus le..hahaha realli sorri guys:( aja recover ba...im oso trying hard to gt rid of my blocked nose n my cough!!..lol eat lots of vitamin C n drink lotsa water!!! esp pa...pls dun gt sick!!! u still have ur comp de!!! muz hang on yea!!:D

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in a few daes time shall be shifu n gggpa to enter the botak world le...take care da ge n er ge....will still meet up to let mi have a look at ur shining guang tou de!!! hehe~yep...those spas time(bball, land X, big treat, movies, rotting..blar blar) will always be rmb!!! thanks for the fun n spasness everytime...good luck n take care lots in camp!! jia you le!!:D

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yep...next up, pa will be having his next comp on mon le...i reali hope he could gt a medal for himself..after all those hard work n everyday late trainings i see, its getting a toil on his mental n physical strength...so aja pa!!! dun giv up!! show them ur QUAN!!~rmb sha sha de yong qi!!! haha:D

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yea...i oso wan to help jing wen promote her cldds concert..yep its on 9 may 7pm...come support ba!! not to forgt harmoc concert oso haha~25 apr 6.45pm....tickets can be purchased frm mi for 6 bucks!! so yea...come support ba!!"Hei Hei!!~":)

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Ya tabe kahayu~~

hmm~i think my luck have improved le!! lol...after i have my second attempt at cooking fried rice n getting quite a well response...whaha~i think my cooking skills is not bad de:) haha~secondly y i said i may bi luckier this week...my poor bag tioed bird dropping ysd!!! omg...it took mi sometime to realise to my shock wad tt huge patch of glooy brown thingy is..omg~~"lucky" ba?! haha:/ luck better be on my side man!!!

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phew...todae is quite a long day...first up...harmoc morn pract at 7..lol den shall be 2.4km napfa...i guess napfa can somehow ease the gals' bowel movement...including mi haha:/ ok run ba~i think i piaed my way through ba...i panted realli hard...n my blocked nose made it worse too...lol n my show laces t2bf gt loose while i was running halfway..rahhh~~ aniway, im happy wif my timing..yea now is worried abt 5 items le...my inclined=.=lol

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phy tut....we were told to discuss the ac tut in our home n expert grps...but i guess we were tolking n chatting more than realli discusing abt phy ba lol pat, yj mi were oso prob singing quite loudly at the bak le ba...esp pat...high blood pressure lol

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after sch went wif the gals to train on our pull ups n standing broad jump...lol we looked like a bunch of spas doing pull ups at the empty field area...yep after training i saw the harmoc stage design committee doing their props...so i went to help out...drew the L O V E cardboard....i gave up on the V..lol so i passed it to zi rui to cont...lol the final product looked weird..haha:S we were to spray paint the cardboard oso..i realised they didnt know how..lol zi rui went n spray at such close contact..n theres a huge blotch dere...lol so i took over n try..i guess i couldnt gt wad ramia did...cos i was happily spraying n thinking it was quite ok when yi yao tt table complained tt they are abt to die frm the smell lol...ok my bad haha~

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yep...after tt is harmoc pract le!! todae is our first day to have our rehearsal at the audi...so im quite excited de lol todae is full 2 rounds of rehersals...with miss ng, J1s backstage crew n everything..except todae deres no guitar..yep so it was fun i should sae...know where n our positions n how to bow n shout..lol "hei hei!!" :D pat should realli have joined us lol aniway i sit right in the middle n at the centre...omg the av's light is bright n glaring de man:S n todae's my file kip slipping frm the stand...juz hope tt day everything will go smoothly...or else if the file realli fell..ahem i duno how i would react...pretending to blow w/o the file nids some skill oso de ma haha

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o ya we were thinking wad to do with the "cant help" song...cos while the couple are blowing their parts the 5 of us are standing there not moving...looked quite toot...so we were discussing whether to sway abit anot...omg swaying oso nid some skill de leh....the bunch of us were thinking of alot of ways to move...most of the ideas are quite spas...omg!!:P

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yep..todae is a long day..i dun feel like blogging le..so signing off ba haha:D ciaoz!!~

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pa my ou xiang!!! hehe~

testimo~~