fried rice!!:)

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class potluck @ sentosa!!:)

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december has been full of fun memories and new experiences. suddenly, i feel old, and somewhat sad and dreadful that its all gonna end soon. but nonetheless, i've totally enjoyed myself this holiday and satisfied that its time well spent:)

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wonder, how long this can last.

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sometimes, life is just too short

for us to hesitate and miss it all tgt.

this week has been enriching and interesting, with activities and outings. and a camera is especially handy during this period. mani people ask me the same question of y i like to take pictures. i guess, i just want to capture all the happenings, so that next time when i look back at the pictures, those memories will still be vivid in my mind. pictures speak a thousand words; rather than using brain power, i choose to use the photos to capture my loved ones, and my life.

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it seems like revolving back to square one, again and again.

MERRY X'MAS EVERYONE!!~:)

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have u felt the same way too? that as we get older, there is lesser hoo-ha and less excitement and anticipation over public holidays. duno why, but i just cant get the xmas atmosphere. but i did get to exchange presents. well, this is really the season of giving:)

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wads left is only the courage, and belief.

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wads yours, will be yours.

i know i shouldnt be selfish.

but i just cant help feeling this way.

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sacrifices.

everytime you try a new thing, its a new experience, a new archive in your life. i couldnt sae i have tried alot of things throughout these 19 years, but i couldnt say i've not any memorable experience to remember by either. its more of a question for one to think about for oneself; whether one experiences in this period of time is worth it. that when the next time you look back, you can smile and agree that its an experience that you can gladly remember by. people sae, when one gets to the last breath, one actualli sees all the flashbacks of his life. touch wood or whatever, but i wouldnt want mine to be only a short and dull flashback when it gets to my turn.

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enrich and accumulate your own experiences and memories.

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maybi its a different experience from others that they dun understand. they dun understand, cos its only the mere surface to them. but i have to sae, this is one experience that i would like and see myself remember by. at times, i dun deny its hard, and i have my self doubts. but throughout everything and every new experience, i enjoyed myself, and im happy. and if you have to give me another chance to make my decision then, i would do the same again. cos isit worth it? i have to sae, it is.

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"it does not matter how slowly you go,

as long as you do not stop."

sometimes, a hand written note expresses more compared to saying face to face. im touched. really. thanks sis, for always being there for mi throughout. sometimes, i do wonder if i could have been a much better fren, and at times, i do feel guilty. for things that maybi, i have not accomplished for you as a fren. all relationships require compromising. and i glad, we are able to do so. the bondedness of a friendship is not wholly determined by the no. of years; rather, its the experience and memories throughout that duration. thanks again, for braving tgt with me through my ups and downs, and accompanying each other through the 7 years. i love you, sis. and not the m's way too:)

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feels blessed, for having people who love you for who u are. sometimes, if we think simple, we will realise, theres actualli a whole lot of people who love and care for you. but at times, we take things too much for granted, that clouded and makes u think that maybi, they have neglected you altogether. take time to really think and maybi, list down the things you are appreciative of, and you will realise how blessed you are. i do feel blessed.

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yue kai feels fat T.T

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but happy:)

life's full of surprises and adventures. sunday's promo sem proved to be one where we all know how and when to work hard, and oso when to play hard. it kind of surprised me cos i nvr imagined we can be so high and let their hair down for one day. i enjoyed myself and i believed everyone of us did too:)

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have been feeling realli tired these few days. prob its the after effects of being sun baked for hours days before or its the withdrawal syptoms from not having my daily dose of coffee. or probably its cos i have not been exercising!!:O

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dun miss opportunities given to u.

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cos you'll never know wad brings,

till you grab it.

15th TBC:)

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BLACKOUT!!~

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i have to sae, i've learned alot during these 3 days. though its oni a short time span of 3 days, the whole experience was realli enriching and fun, and i can feel the bondedness of the team. through the challenges given to us, i've learned the imporatance of team spirit, trust, perseverance and many of life's meanings. and not forgetting, the friends and the memories formed. the challenge still persists, so aja, blackout!!:)

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tough times dont last.

tough men do.

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为何在乎自己有多狼狈, 有多辛苦,

最重要的是, 自己进出了全力, 绝不后悔!!!

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one team, one mind, one goal.

watched my sister's keeper and i teared really hard. somehow, we always tend to take everything for granted, without really stopping and considering about the little things in life. maybi its true that when its time to go, do people really starts to pull everything back in. yet how long is one given, to do so?

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take time to look around you, and appreciate the little details.

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--love and meant it, while you can.

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its TBC. and im gg to go all out for it.

AJA!!

till then:)

felt the disappointment. from people whom u think are with u throughout. i guess i can understand their feelings. yet at times, theres this feeling and questioning; of what actually holds throughout all these years. other than always meeting up and having fun tgt, have they really understood and stood by you? maybe now im making unreasonable expectations, but at times, its reali disappointing. and harsh. that when you think about it, it all boils down to this.

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i dun deny; humans are all selfish creatures.

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have you ever wondered how some people can just click and be comfortable with each other, while others just cant, no matter how hard you try? i was talking to samantha about this topic todae, and i realised how magical this whole thing is.

and its called...fate.

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as long as we have one another.

when isit that u tell your loved ones that u love them?

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hes not the most talented. hes not the most capable. neither is he the richest. but to me, he is the best father.

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love u, pa.

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-its never too late, to change yourself.

the satisfaction when u accomplished sth, yourself:) indeed, i felt the sense of empowerment and confidence. and i felt happy. its all that matters.

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we wont regret by trying,

but regret by not even trying.

AND ITS FINALLI OVERRRRR!!~

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my study table when studying for the most dreaded module...singapore society in transition zzz a whole PILE of readings:S

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to conclude sem 1, it has been quite a breeze, other than the period of rushing presentations and essays and researching. n i finalli went to collect my essays toade..i was too reluctant to go back sch just to collect them during the 1 week break. ahaha so yep, i went to collect them when my exams are over:X n im quite satisfied with the results:) n now that exams is over, i forsee a veri hectic and packed december...its time to chiong and to relax, both at the same time:)

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change, is the only constant.

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there will be sun, after the rain.

"there can be miracles, when you believe."

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as long as one has the belief and persevere, one would reach his goals one day. it is just the time frame that differs.

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its now job searching period for those students who have finished their exams...as i see my bro spamming resumes and going for interviews, this reminds me of the time when i was job hunting myself. it always seems to be so exciting and motivating when one starts seaching for jobs, but then as as one realised its getting difficult, one tend to lose the hope and determination. its hard to find a job nowadays, more to find one that is suitable and to one's liking. thinking back of my experience, im glad. at least i know, i have a platform to fall back on. as long as i believe.

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learn, and rise up to the challenge.

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i shall wait:)

money isnt everything. but without money, you have nothing. i realise that now. its all the more we should plan at an early age. cos its too late when u are to step out into society. and consider abt career and life choices, to realise its too all limited.

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some humans are just manipulative creatures.

its time to drink S fac..zzz:/

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i cant wait for TBC:)

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"if you treat your life badly,

life would also in turn treat you badly."

and its gonna be hs103 exams today le T.T now theres a limit to wad i can vomit out...argh aja~~

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life can be hard at times.

--thank you for always being there and be the sponge of my problems.

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learn to be focused, and look for solutions.

sakae sushi feast!:)

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i went n ordered all the red plates without knowing ahhaha~ all those with unagi tags on them..tong tong bu fang guo!!*_*

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the story of his brother who had cancer at the age of 29 struck a chord to my heart. life is indeed too short and unpredictable for us to waste. its all the more we should live life to the fullest and treat it as if its the last. to live life as happy with our loved ones while we are still here. also, to brave challenges and treat life as an adventure, with no regrets.

its only when u have experienced it for yourself, would you know how to better relate and console others who are undergoing the same circumstances as you. everyone has all our down and difficult times, but den it all boils down to how one manage and tackle them. and its after some time when we look back, all those problems might not even seem as serious as wad we might consider them to be in the past. cos they have all become memories, though not as withstanding and significant, but still, remains a part of our memory that have chosen to be kept deep inside the heart. i guess, all of these are just a process of life, intended and constructed for us to learn, and to make us stronger.

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maybe its best, just to stay this way.

in a few hours time, ima have my elective exam! whahaha~ chiong ar!!:S i have 2 hour to vomit all MB106 info onto the foolscap...aja ar!

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a natural process tts internalised.

palms out and shaking, he went begging for money, all the while mumuring in a monotonous tone that he has nothing to eat. having been rejected, he went to the different tables, with the same constant tatic. n finally when he finally recieved a $2 note from a kind soul, he gave this foolish smirk, and held the note high up in front of his face and admire it, as if it were a million bucks. thereafter, he suantered his way to order a cup of kopi, proud for having succeeded in his mission again.

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tts the life of this middle aged stranger, undeserving and idling. till now, his grin still made my hair stand on end. for what does he have to land himself in such a situation? i seriously cant decipher. probably he has his own reasons for behaving in such a manner. but looking at his idling ways, i just felt pitiful for him. cos he chose to lead his life in such a way that does not gain people's respect, including mine.

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its going to be exams time veri veri soon. and i seriously have no confidence of doing it well, cos i have no idea how its gonna be tested with the uni format. my short attention span couldnt help much either. i just have to try my best and take it as it goes. all i can think of now is all about post exams activities in december. its always the same feeling during exams period, isnt it? haha

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sometimes, people respond only when they are in dire situations.

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"everything becomes naturally straight

when the boat reaches the pier."

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empowerment.

sometimes, theres this rush of emotions that i feel. the encouragement, the fun and the stories that we share are not ones that one usually experiences outside. there maybe our downs and ups, but we are always in this together. helping and listening to one another out, with no strings attached. i guess thats why the bond and the interaction with them, keeps me moving everytime.

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sometimes, it just feels like family.

that, im touched.

it feels like falling, when u have reached a certain height.

it hurts, when u understand the reality.

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suddenly, there seems to be no one.

stop feeling so stoopid.

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billy bombers 1-for-1 set meals:)

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melted cheese

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"do u want it, or do u realli realli want it?"

when u have learned more than ysd, u are continously improving.

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indeed, everytime when i look back, i realised i've learned sth, be it a minor or major thing. things dun come as easy, there may be setbacks and happy periods, but overall it teaches us the meaning to life. all these is not a philosopical statement. its through one's own experience to truely understand what it means. and everytime when i think back, and gauge how have i have been doing and gone through, im glad its all worth it. cos the experience is one in a lifetime, one that is for life.

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"人生短短几十年, 狠狠干他一票!!!"

we do things not by believing in what people say, but believing in what we see. somehow we are always led by what comments people have to say, and everytime we may be just tt little affected by what negativity they say, leading us to behave in certain ways that we think probably deemed to be safer or correct. its ok for others to give comments. its ok to hear what opinions and gossips people have to say. but in the end, its what you see that determines yourself and those surrounding you. dont be intimidated and live inside your enclosed box. see the full picture yourself.

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"if u want to achieve extraordinary results,

u have to put in extraordinary effort."

alamak!! yue kai has lots of essays to rush this week!!! :3

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hmm..i had one of my presentation ysd in my tut class. i was the last presenter out of the 5..and the schedule was quite rushed when it got to the back..so when it as my turn, i was practically rushing through. lol but it was quite a good relief when you look up and found everyone looking and listening to you throughout, when u would expect them to shift their gaze as an indicator of boredom. n i managed to make the class laugh at the end of the whole presenations!! its quite a good feeling to see them laugh, when u could break the whole tense atmosphere hahhaa~~:P

Aja aja!!

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one more task down! :D

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anyway, there is a realli a birthday boom within this period..happy birthdae to yinghui mei on the 26th, xin fei on the 27th and yin yin on the 28th!!! u all create a hole in my pocket @_@ hahaa

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-"self discipline is when your conscience tells you to do something and you dun talk back."

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when expectations either gets here, there, or neither way,

its probably best, not to put oneself too much in.

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isnt it always the same?

i guessed, i've think too much, everytime.

rather than playing guessing games, i guess its better to protect oneself from it all again.

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essays, essays, and more essays!!

STOP IT!!!

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大学生活真是独来独往...

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uni life is getting more mundane as the days pass by. somehow i dun find much attachment with the groups of uni friends as compared to the friends i made in the past. probably cos of the structure and the time frame of the classes, we oni get to mix around and have discussions with the tutorial mates, and oni for that short period of time. but other than that the few hours of interaction, the people in class changes with different modules, all the more its difficult to form such strong friendships. other than that, its getting more like a routine--queuing and packing yourself inside mrt and shuttle buses, rushing to classes, printing notes every now and then, listening to quite boring lectures...sometimes, i wonder if its reali worth all the effort and time to take on university life. but i would stash this thought away whenever i think of how essential it is for a uni qualification now. somehow, it has become a chore to study. to this, i reali feel that the education system has eroded itself; in a sense where education deprives the fun and purpose in studying. rather, they tend to infuse a necessity for us to do so. yet, one thing i like about the life in uni is that uni realli makes one independent. i like the fact that im able to go around uni by myself; asking for assistance, presenting projects, rushing work on time, making decisions by myself, etc. as much as it being a chore, university, in a sense, is training us up, for us to be independent.

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ajabalapapipu!

i can feel it. but in a way where im happy, yet oso scared. please dun let me leave at a point where its starting to get all too familiar, where im starting to get close and used to.

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follow your heart.

sometimes, when u are busy, u just have to find a way to compress everything together. sometimes, im afraid i may neglect certain things altogether. yet sometimes, when u are busy, all the more u allocate time more efficiently. probably the urgency and the tight schedule is there. rather than spending those time idling and procrastinating till i find nothing much is done, i found the urgency forces me to complete tasks much faster. im proud of this little achievement in a way. hees~ there are 24 hours in a day...

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do the things that you are afraid of.

do the things that you do not like to do."

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allow yourself to adapt and learn.

allow yourself to change, for the better.

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lead.

have u often felt this tight and restricted feeling of being tied down to sth which u haven completed and it kept nagging u at the back of your mind, that u somehow had to accomplish it no matter what? if oni the pile of work could be a pile of rubbish..i dun mind at all right now. hahaa yep, its a relief too, that i finish my all tuition assignments for this year. i reali hope my students did well for their end of year exams and show me that they too, are able to produce good grades if they have the determination and diligence:)

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ima gonna find a way somehow.

aja aja aja!!:D

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look far.

everyone has their weakness.

so what if u are slower?

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do not compare yourself with others.

compare with yourself.

gave my speech in front of many ppl ysd..lol hmm..its quite an experience cos i've nvr really tried going up and giving a speech with so many eyes staring at me before. its kind of weird, that i felt a sort of calmity when i stood dere listening to other speakers..my mind was totally blank...i could only felt my heart thumping hard...glancing around..the other speakers gave me the smile and nod of the head for the sign of confidence. i could only give back a weak smile and tried to hold my composure. man..its finally my turn!! this is it man...i told myself as i held on to the mic, and i started talking. n the audi was totally silent...kind os scary cos everyone was waiting for u to say something...n im glad that this time round..i could have eye contact with the audience which i could not in OP. probably, i had to find my team faces for their reassurance, afterall, they are the ones who have been with me all these while and they kind of gave me the courage to talk. and yep, i managed to finish my speech!! haha~yes, rewarding is the word:) aja!!

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I'M GOING TBC THIS TIME ROUND!!:)

PIT AR!!~

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she waited for 47 years to find a platform...

wad abt you?

its been tough. but the encouragement and help they gave really touched me. i will continue to push forward, with them.

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"我会用饼干盖你。"
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佛心, 磨力。

TA-DA!! this is the drawing created and compiled by valarie, siting n me during craft of writing lecture some days back...i came up with this idea of drawing...each of us to draw one component den pass down to the next to continue draw...it started with a plain innocent looking circle..transformed into a flying pig!! ahaha of obviously we were slacking at the back row of the lect hall, helping ourselves with siting's peanuts n chatting...hmm abit gt the cinema feel~ tts y i love craft of writing:D

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after such a long time of not visiting the library...now i have to start gg there frequently to start my research le *faints* abit lost duno where to start from haha...oso i have to print lots n lots of notes yet again!!:/ aja n aja n aja!!!!!!:O

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Faith becomes Belief, Belief becomes Determination, Determination becomes Plan, Plan becomes Action, Action becomes Result....

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Results enhances Faith:D

"we dont plan to fail, but we failed to plan."

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isnt this contemporary of our society nowadays? we keep procrastinating and hesitating in our own comfort zones until the day we realised we have come to a dead end; we lose track of our footing, lost and uncertain in our lives. the rule is to plan early, and plan ahead. to fall as much as possible and learn from our mistakes early, rather than when we get older and get a much harder blow. to live life as full as possible when we still live on. to treat life as an experiencing and enjoyable adventure, with no regrets.

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life's full of ups and downs.

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when u fall, get up,

and continue walking.

Super B lesson was fun ysd!! steve just had his way to make all of us laugh ever so heartedly even in the middle of the night. hes reali SUPER!! haha

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its the start of the reccess week! its definitely gonna be a challenging yet dreadful yet fun period...so AJA BA!!:D

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"I may not be there yet, but I'm closer than I was yesterday."

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when everyone doesnt seem to see it, while you do, you are already one step ahead of everyone else. at least, few years down the road when one looks back, one can still gladly say,

"i've experienced, and i've learned."

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相信自己, 就是本身命运的主宰

went to cycle todae!:)

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hiaz...its 2 plus in the morn le..yet i am still wide awake! *_*

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GET SERIOUS.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MA!:D

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A HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO BRO!

their birthdays fall one week after the next..so yea~ last week was bro's birthdae:)

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种种怀念，值了。

何维健 - 我的连续剧

今天之后的我 想要往哪里去
未来字典写什么 我很好奇
我在人海之中穿梭 也想要自己的剧情
我要一片蓝色天空 加上一点点爱情
礼拜三 又下起雨 老是这种天气
孤单单 往前走 这是我的风景
爱在大雨之中 藏在哪里 路标没说明
我找不到 那一颗真心

我的连续剧 爱的连续剧
世界的喜怒哀乐停也不停
爱是种美丽 或者是幻影
未来是不是一个问题
我的连续剧 她的连续剧
我们要多少年后才肯相遇
我有些灰心 也还要努力
看看爱情 它会在哪里

但是我 也绝不会忘了自己当时勇敢的心
要在酸甜苦辣的世界飞 今天开始飞

我的连续剧 爱的连续剧
世界的喜怒哀乐停也不停
爱是种美丽 或者是幻影
未来是不是一个问题
我的连续剧 她的连续剧
我们要多少年后才肯相遇
我有些灰心 也还要努力
看看爱情 它会在哪里
看看爱情 它会在哪里

went to comex with kr today...initially i oni wanted to buy earphones cos it spoilt at the right time when comex comes...but in the end i ended up buying a mp3 and an armband:/ nvm..as long as i find it worthwhile, i dun mind!:D

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"what u put in your mouth is more than what comes out from your back." XD

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learn, as you progress.

blogger cant post pics again:/ roar!!~

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am starting to feel the stress mounting up with projects and presentations plus a whole pile of readings to rush through...argh..sadly all my prsentations fall on the october period..so my reccess week is totally not a resting period for me...zzz so recently have been feeling kinda frustated with all the stuffs and mundane things to do, so much so that im either in a sian mood, or in a hysterical mental state...gg for a run or watching drama are the best soutions so far:) those who wanna help me destress do book me out to exercise and sweat it out!:O

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ok...BLOGGER CAN FINALLI UPLOAD PICS LE LA! t2bf mr blogger:/ for the benefit for yinyin who dun conform to social norms...this is it! lol *_* friday the four of us decided to wear this freak design T shirts tt we bought at the school's fair...so theres 4 freakos at ntu compound last fri..haha:)

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these are my lectures buddies haha..ok..freak xinfei has gotten her driving license @_@

sat went to ten mile junction to get my pop voucher...n i brought my small sis to take the LRT there...tts her first time taking the LRT so she was abit hesitant when i pulled her to sit at the front mirror platform there..lol nice~~ but the excitement was shortlived...cos we got off the train after 1 station..lol

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