Friday, April 11

IM DAMN ANGRY N BETRAYED CAN?! after ysd nite of tossing n turning cos of pw results tts gonna be released todae...i gt tricked by the sch system...cos of some kok' up discrepencies...zzz stoopid!!! im realli tensed up the whole night n couldnt slp well....kip dreaming abt the same nightmare....tt i gt A, n again the same dream tt i gt B....n the nightmare kip repeating itself through the whole night....so i woke up realli early todae...hao bu rong yi 10 le...n i click on schoolbuzz..the A grade is staring right at mi...i gt so happy can!? i jumped up immediately shouted like a fanatic..n cried out of happiness...its like all the hard work last yr has paid off...but i suddenly realised the whole class n everyone in aj have gotten an A....hmm~tts when something is not right le...den i gt news frm cw tt school buzz gt prob....hes at sch n told mi everone in the class gt B except cynthia n chris...hmm i heard this i immediately sian diao....i reali hate the school system...made mi so high for once n after a moment im like being dropped to rock bottom...made mi so betrayed tt i actuali cried for nth....yep...let mi fuss my frustration ba...#%$&&(&()^^$^*%(^)(&)
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realli think life is unfair...its evident frm the class example...haiz ive got nth to sae...juz feel damn sian now...but as hl sae...society is like tt...our pw saga is oni one small part of unfairness in society....it would gt even worse when we step out to work in the near future....hiaz~~~~~~~stopid n lame but todae i can see tt the class is bonded in some way...haha~tt we were all happy for each other n cheered....n ltr all gathered in one class mas convo n su ku n complain n zzz at hmm....lol i juz dun understand y the class gt Bs though it seemed like mani performed well..hiaz im disappointed ba...but i guess tts how life is...accept as it is ba...roar~~i dun feel like doing my phy e lect le...stopid n lame..rather spamming songs now till i feel better...congrats guys who gt A
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cooling down in progress~
wads in store for sun?! hmm~~:)

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