i can feel myself falling sick. its not the sick of results-sickness. rather, im reali not feeling at all well, with giddyness, neausea, bloatness and sore throat. n have u gt the feeling of feeling vomit-ly, yet u cant bring yrself to do so? toxins accumulating and stuck inside your stomach but unreluctant to pull out. hate this terrible feeling. how good can it get. but maybe this sickness can shift my thoughts away from the tot of tmr. at least, im preoccupied with tiredness and how to sustain this sicky feeling. maybe i should sae, it comes at a perfect timing ba? stopid n lame. i want neither of both. just hope i can get through tmr's half day work without vomiting. n of cos, for tmr to pass by smoothly. by the way, its raining now, late in the night. it doesnt reali help much to ease the situation tt it already is. everything is just so nincompoop.

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does ranting help?

no. i suppose not.