palms out and shaking, he went begging for money, all the while mumuring in a monotonous tone that he has nothing to eat. having been rejected, he went to the different tables, with the same constant tatic. n finally when he finally recieved a $2 note from a kind soul, he gave this foolish smirk, and held the note high up in front of his face and admire it, as if it were a million bucks. thereafter, he suantered his way to order a cup of kopi, proud for having succeeded in his mission again.

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tts the life of this middle aged stranger, undeserving and idling. till now, his grin still made my hair stand on end. for what does he have to land himself in such a situation? i seriously cant decipher. probably he has his own reasons for behaving in such a manner. but looking at his idling ways, i just felt pitiful for him. cos he chose to lead his life in such a way that does not gain people's respect, including mine.

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its going to be exams time veri veri soon. and i seriously have no confidence of doing it well, cos i have no idea how its gonna be tested with the uni format. my short attention span couldnt help much either. i just have to try my best and take it as it goes. all i can think of now is all about post exams activities in december. its always the same feeling during exams period, isnt it? haha

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sometimes, people respond only when they are in dire situations.

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"everything becomes naturally straight

when the boat reaches the pier."

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empowerment.