ysd is my last day teaching my pri 3 student, jia en, as i decided to stop teaching her due to my uni schedules. n everytime when i have thought i have strongly made the decision to dop them, i will feel a tinge of sadness that that is the last time im teaching them after the months spent with them. n ysd is yet another one of this feelings. i guess, its always like this, isnt it?

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jia en, aja as u promised oo!:)

friends walk you to the forest opening,

besties walk you through the forest with them.

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pushing apart all the wallowing and tears, im glad and blessed in a way, that whatever comes, i still have them to hold me up. its difficult for me as im a person who dun tend to share my emotions; i'll rather keep them to myself, or pen them down somewhere. so sometimes, its all bottled within me. its good in a sense, cos i knoe by then, they would all subside by themselves, and i would be feeling alright again, without any troubles inflicted upon others. maybe i dun trust easily, or i guessed i would seem ridiculous when i share, so i keepmy emotions. yet thinking it to be so, sometimes theres this inevitable feeling that im alone, and all the more miserable i would feel, yet its still bottled up and unwillingly to share in its defense. its like a tightly capped bottle, when u hope it could loosen to make yourself feel better, yet u cant seem to turn and open the cap. so times when i receive their calls or received concern from them, it seems as they have loosen the cap for me. be it words of concern, advice, jokes to make me feel better, i feel their warmth at tt instance. and theres this suden rush of realisation, that actualli, im not alone. tears discharge and everything weak as it seems, their concern always make me feel better. and yes, everything subsides by then. in a sense, im glad and blessed. really.

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there are too mani times when disappointment sets in when expectations dont come the way you anticipate. so, we should learn, not to expect too much, rather, to appreciate.

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"hold your head high."