recently read a blogpost about life, reality, friends, etc and chanced upon this paragraph which i found it somehow relating.

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"Many fear that they may not be able to make MORE friends, and NEW friends. My fear is where will the REAL friends be, what will happen in the near future. I am afraid that I can’t differentiate them apart from the superficial ones."

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isnt tt the case? for once, we thought the closeness of a relationship, regardless of wad relations they may be, as long as its strong, it lasts. but as time passed, u soon discover, its not this way. we may be still friends, but friends whom are not close as before, friends who will tend to drift apart...n soon, the feelings fade; u can feel it. all relationships start with fate, this chance for 2 ppl to meet, but further than tt, it needs understanding, requires the compromising, needs time n effort for it to grow n mature. but sometimes, expectations fail and disappointment sets in, and u kind of lose the faith in it altogether. wad lasts? sometimes, i feel like im a semi-partially locked door, willing to be open and accepting, yet apprehensive and careful through it all.

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one may have alot of friends, but who are the ones that understands u?

i just hope my closes', lasts.

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storyline: "im crazy, but not stupid!"