june is ending. n its really a hot month..i can break out in sweat with just standing. zzz! n man, time definitely flies...its gonna gonna gonna be back to sch le:( should i be happy or sad lei? its definitely gonna be a whole new experience. hmm, for now, im still pondering bet 3 camps...faculty n 2 other (clubs n socities) camp. lets hope it turns out well. (:

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watched a documentary on pregnancies ysd night. i have to sae, im shocked n appalled by some of the gory scenes...where the doc had to poke a sharp instrument into the woman's womb in order to check n see the woman's twin babies inside...my siblings n i somehow jumped at that scene; indeed we were shocked. n though im oni watching passively, i can feel how painful it all is. imagine poking a hole with a tube into yr bloated stomach. although u are given anestatic jabs, its still scary. wad abt the actual pregnancy, all the operational procedures, albeit the danger of miscarriage? all those scenes seemed too much painful, so much so tt i have second thoughts of having babies in the future. its too much to bear!! at that moment, i realised how brave mothers are. n how brave my ma is. having 4 births, its definitely not easy.

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but yet on a side note, babies are just too cute not to bear. LOL

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humans are just an undescibable mix of emotions.