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its a hen-n-egg issue. im a believer of horoscope; believes the traits of the diff horoscopes that's wad suit a person characteristics and personalities. not totally though, just the extent differs across board. but theres critics tt its the other way round; tt a person's personalities are being shaped to suit the horoscope's descriptions. not totally wrong either; cos one maybe perceived to think and behave tt way. but though i believe in the former, i dun reali look to the special happenings of each day of each horoscopes, cos afterall, how can every ppl with the same horoscope be experiencing the same thing on tt same day? O.O funi ler..if all XX-rians is to get into a quarrel or all are sick tt day. but its rather tempting to browse through and have a look of tt day's happenings sometimes. lol
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slipped n fell a reali kuku fall ysd. malu n pain n weak like duno wad. ahaha! shall not explain much here. zzz n now im nursing huge patches of or-chei on my butt n legs. T.T I HATE RAINY DAYS!!
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backache acted up again yesterday too, making me worried n scared once again. at that instance, im frightened to think abt the future and wads to be the outcome, just tt i kip brushing tt thought away. i guess, sometimes, escapism is a way of calmility. though it cant help much to escape the problem, it does help much to seek escapism at tt instance. now i know y some ppl dreaded to go for a checkup. at tt instance, i understand. its too intimidating.
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these few days have oso been thinking abt uni. abt which school i shall be going. hearing from friends and those tt u know accepting different offers and faculties, theres suddenly the lost feeling again. its like everyone is going to another phrase in life, taking different routes though u are still studying tgt in the same environment just months ago. yes, its change, yet again. i dun deny i look forward to uni life and the new friends tt would come along. yet, theres this intimidating feeling of surging through a new school with a new environment, wads more, with the thought of old friends probably fading away with time. of cos, uni is not the time to follow friends' choices. it seems quite non sensical to choose wad others have choosen just so u are assured of company and 'decision'. im fine with that. i just dun like the uncertainty and the test of time.
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*OUCH!* zzz~
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