Flee Fly Flo~ :)

sian. i hate the feeling of leading a meaningless life. other than tuition and going for gym and exercising, online, and even library to kip up with the lack of life rotting, its still rotting. i guess i cant reali trust job agencies. they are reali..zzz duno wad to sae=.= but yet its still so hard to fit a suitable job with my tuition schedules. hiaz.

tolking abt tuition, i dun admit i will get sian everytime i know its again tuition time. lol i will dread gg to my tuitee hse...and having to teach again. but when i have reached their hse and started the lesson, i will enjoy the process of teaching and interacting with my students. cos they love to chat..yes chat. and forgot all about tuition. and i have to kip pull them bak to study. lol but once in awhile, i oso cant control myself from chatting with them. juz tt i will know its a must cos their parents are keeping an eye on mi:S aniways, i realised tt primary is more difficult to teach!!:( its like starting from scratch. and teaching chinese is so..zzz cos mine is alreadi quite zzz...and theres alot of hanyu pingying involved. more :( wads worse is the dad is always standing beside us everytime when its chinese lesson. ahhhh~

but den, i love to get to know the students and teaching them. cos though they will groan and moan abt work, they will still respect mi as their teacher. and it feels good to be in charge and give them homework. haha!! aniways, last lesson theres a deadly bee at my sec tuitee hse. and my tuitee and i were both ahhh-ing ard. lol the mom was so skilled. cos she calmly used a net and...piak! yep, den we have to get bak to tuition. lol i guess, tuition is just another fun interaction time, juz tt theres the responsibility. for mi to teach, and them, to learn. yep:)

btw, CNY is coming!! this year its reali quite early...theres oni 2 more weeks. but this yr, theres oni 2 days. call mi childish, but i still like the feeling of cny. esp the days nearing cny where we prepare for it. and yea~goodies. its not so much about the collecting hongbaos part, but rather, i like the festive feeling and atmosphere, esp cny eve. but somehow, i kinda dread this year de, cos i dread realtives asking mi abt jobs stuffs hiaz. and yea, reminding mi abt As results and uni stuffs again. i mean, why cant they sae other things other than all these?! hiaz. i seriously wan and need a job! T.T besides tt, cny come bar~~ lol

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