he've changed into such a violent and monsterous hooligan, it suddenly seemed so surreal, so strange, so scary...i cant believe tt he actualli didnt respect me being his elder sister..at tt time how i wished i could slap his face...hard, to make him realised hes too much, to wake him up from his evil karma...but i realised to my horror, at tt instance, hes too violent n arrogant, n tt im not of a match to him. n being at the top of my lungs didnt help either, its just doesnt gt to him. its as if i duno him anymore. i wonder, is tt part of growing up? if den, just let him vanished till he reached his maturity level ba...im sick of his attitude. Or, if im granted a more viable option, tell mi tt person is just not him.

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i seriously feel weak now....zzz

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being mad can end u up in tears. i oni realised now tt its a fact.