these few days have been full of things going on...basically going bak to sch n doing wif OP blar blar...it has been indeed getting slp inducing le...but Q n A is still been my weakest point..on tues i even gave a kok' ans to my qns..i could oni tot of one impact..den aft tolking abt the first impact le den i jiu omg...STUNNED..den everyone's still lookin at mi to ans the qns la..when my mind is a total blank..how nice is tt?! of cos hav to at least crap out an ans in order to gt bak to my seat safely ma.. ok..stunning in process..."eh...er..hmm" den jiu finalli replied can "plan social gatherings.." ok this is realli a crap ans...i saw miss ng smiled rather ermmmzzz at the bak la..hiaz le..i see le i jiu feel more can...but juz crap all my way through so tt i can gt it done n over wif....is realli too lame a crap le la..omg how how leh?!haha...t2bf
OP has realli trained one's memory..to think i was realli trembling at the first few rehersals...lol tt cue card of mine has realli felt my tremors..n my stomach's been trying to play wif me at the first few rehersals..but as time passes, its actualli getting more n more sian le..as in not meaning the delivery is easy, i still hav alot of po zhan which im oso quite sick of them...zzz but i found tt the fright n the anxiety of presenting in front of ppl is actualli not so much to be so intimidated abt after all....maybi cw's theory did helped abit ba..haha!:) n i finalli cut my fringe le..its better yea~ but i hoped tt it wun grow so fast la...its almost touching my eyes le..=.=
been feeling quite bloated and lethargic since ysd...my stomach is quite weak to say the truth...but i nvr know tt the indigestion can last till so long...sian la..so all through todae im quite sian throughout..even during my OP rehersal im oso in a sian tone..the feeling is sickening n frustrating de la..indigestion is not a funi matter..wan puke but canot seem to puke out anithing..hiaz~the feeling is not veri enjoyable wif duno wad things stuck in the middle of yr stomach..grr~t2bf de....
i oso realised tt xl's going to be either retained or going to poly le...its realli depressing n cruel of the sch system..y can't they juz giv them some more chance to prove themselves? its like leaving them no choice but letting them to care for themselves..if tt's the case, den the sch shouldn't be called non mihi solum le...t2bf zzz this is crap...leaving them wif no choice, cutting their chance to cont their study juz cos they find it hard is such a harsh cruel reality of life...n not forgetting the seperation of friends aft one whole yr...its realli veri saddening...the sch system is realli kok' up...lame n stoopid zzz
im juz glad tt ive found friends to giv me support along the way..though i can sae jc is the most stressed n packed period of my whole scholing life, this is oso the period where i find it most happening and experienced enriching...being wif frens has always been my drive of motivation to look forward to jc...with cw n the other 2 musketeers to crap n hav fun juz make my worries disappear for the moment..yh like my sis where we can share everything n can always end up laughing like mad..jx to lame ard n being high wif...jy n ivy to for mi to tolk non stop..haha im reali glad to hav them by my side..
the 2 musketeers gonna go "camp" for 2 yrs le lo...i will definitely miss them de...miss shifu's spasness and his crap..will miss his kok' teaching...will miss treating him as my da ge..leaving discipline behind sia...not bad la...hiaz~ will oso miss gggpa de crapness...n his cute cute de size...lol all the best to them for their A's ba!!~i can do nth to help u all but juz to pray for u all yea! dun be pessimistic le...do the best ba!:)
OP has realli trained one's memory..to think i was realli trembling at the first few rehersals...lol tt cue card of mine has realli felt my tremors..n my stomach's been trying to play wif me at the first few rehersals..but as time passes, its actualli getting more n more sian le..as in not meaning the delivery is easy, i still hav alot of po zhan which im oso quite sick of them...zzz but i found tt the fright n the anxiety of presenting in front of ppl is actualli not so much to be so intimidated abt after all....maybi cw's theory did helped abit ba..haha!:) n i finalli cut my fringe le..its better yea~ but i hoped tt it wun grow so fast la...its almost touching my eyes le..=.=
been feeling quite bloated and lethargic since ysd...my stomach is quite weak to say the truth...but i nvr know tt the indigestion can last till so long...sian la..so all through todae im quite sian throughout..even during my OP rehersal im oso in a sian tone..the feeling is sickening n frustrating de la..indigestion is not a funi matter..wan puke but canot seem to puke out anithing..hiaz~the feeling is not veri enjoyable wif duno wad things stuck in the middle of yr stomach..grr~t2bf de....
i oso realised tt xl's going to be either retained or going to poly le...its realli depressing n cruel of the sch system..y can't they juz giv them some more chance to prove themselves? its like leaving them no choice but letting them to care for themselves..if tt's the case, den the sch shouldn't be called non mihi solum le...t2bf zzz this is crap...leaving them wif no choice, cutting their chance to cont their study juz cos they find it hard is such a harsh cruel reality of life...n not forgetting the seperation of friends aft one whole yr...its realli veri saddening...the sch system is realli kok' up...lame n stoopid zzz
im juz glad tt ive found friends to giv me support along the way..though i can sae jc is the most stressed n packed period of my whole scholing life, this is oso the period where i find it most happening and experienced enriching...being wif frens has always been my drive of motivation to look forward to jc...with cw n the other 2 musketeers to crap n hav fun juz make my worries disappear for the moment..yh like my sis where we can share everything n can always end up laughing like mad..jx to lame ard n being high wif...jy n ivy to for mi to tolk non stop..haha im reali glad to hav them by my side..
the 2 musketeers gonna go "camp" for 2 yrs le lo...i will definitely miss them de...miss shifu's spasness and his crap..will miss his kok' teaching...will miss treating him as my da ge..leaving discipline behind sia...not bad la...hiaz~ will oso miss gggpa de crapness...n his cute cute de size...lol all the best to them for their A's ba!!~i can do nth to help u all but juz to pray for u all yea! dun be pessimistic le...do the best ba!:)
kok' hair: "arrow!~" lol....
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it has realli been tough.
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but the support and laughter u bring
juz make this path seemed a whole lot easier.......
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