im sorri for disappointing u.....

didnt sleep well the whole night.

maybi its cos i've been thinking through a lot of things....

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to think from the beginning till now,

we've actualli been through a lot tgt..

not missing all the fun n spasness tt accompanied,

those cheering up session 4 each other everytime one of us is down,

when i could always confide in u abt him in the past...

those teaching sessions tt u patiently gave mi..

times at the lib where we tried to break record n laughed till realli hard....

those days at the track...

those days when u hav to giv in n sing,..

n those moments when u realli made mi feel as if im special....
those feelings are hard to express,

n im juz glad u're always dere for me....

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but somehow i always feel,

tt something's amiss..

tt u still treat me as the way as before...

though this may oni seem natural,

or for wad feeling which i've nvr been through before,

i dun like this distant feeling.

uncertaincies kip floating in my mind,

n though i tried to brush them away,

its still evidently disturbing me...

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i juz wan u to be happi n be able to hear yr laughter everyday...

but yr sianess juz makes mi uncertain abt myself even more....

how u see mi as the way i see u..

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all i wan to sae for wadeva tt happened, is....

im juz sorry.
i dun mean it.


nonetheless, i still like u for who u are.

i dun like to disappoint u everytime,

but i juz feel weird...

im sorri....n i miss u