finalli realised

i guess i finalli i know wad's wad. n im right in my intuition....i guess im realli stoopid all these while...i dun wanna let tt affect me.....dun even wan to think of it...yet im struggling...juz wish i could gt it all out of my mind. wish there could be a delete button where i could refresh once again. its gonna be hard....finalli
realised wad jy said maybi right..its not going to be...n nvr will... finalli realised the childishness in all these...finalli realised its juz an illusion, tt its nth. to think i've fallen into this trap n let it control me. its stoopid. its lame. ima find a way to climb out of it....to find freedom once again. blessing in disguise. ima think positive n wun let it affect me too much. there's nth wrong tt u've done. u did nth. its juz me. but how i wished u could nvr appear once in my life. its gonna be hard...but i finalli gt it...i guess its better than being more stoopid...its not the same animore, n im not going to cling onto the impossible...the feelings gonna fade, n im trying to let it to...theres more impt things in life...n this wun affect me. im trying....

aja yue kai~

im not gonna care abt ur ap-ness...
ima forget abt u....
u're nth...hiaz~

只想变的坚强 强到能够去忘 无所谓悲伤 只要学会抵抗
im not lost now....