sorri...~~

maybi u dun realli gt how i feel bar....
actualli im oso not sure wad im thinking..... hiaz~


i oso knoe its not the most impt in life....
n i hate dat too....who doesn't?
maybi i cant gt over the feeling of leaving sth dere
n left to rott....
i understand wad u mean by
enjoying n oso suffering
but sometimes u oso nid to think
of wad nids to b improved...
not fan is cos realised dere's too much enjoyment le...
so now is to the suffering part....



maybe u dun understand the fanness....
maybe u think its ridiculous....
maybe u think its not worth to worry....
maybe u dunno how im feeling bar
cos i dunno how to phrase how i feel too
aiya....emotions realli pissed mi off!!zzzz...



not pissed...yet i still sensed the tone...
sianned n tt pa ren....
its not tt i dun understand....
its juz tt i dun even know
wad im feeling then....
i juz feel dat its quite my fault to spoil the mood...
yet though i dun wan tt to happen
e thought of tt still stick at the back of my head...


im realli sorri~~
hope dat u understand bar.....




ps. dun think its too ridiculous....cos im now trying to sort out how i feel...
though i dun think it help much bar...
juz nex time the tone set to a higher freq....dat way i wun feel so bad
bar.....realli sorri~~sorri~~~