sian feeling....

maths paper todae...how m i going to describe it leh? the moment we check the paper n the moment when i flip the pages to check i knew its reali gonna be a tough paper le...moi weakest part is series n the're trying to be funni wif mi..dere r so mani series...zzz...suan le jiu tackle them bar...2h 1/2min paper seemed like an eternity, n esp when the qns are hard!!zzz...first or sec qns i think is quite ok de...till de part when the series qns den seems like all the qns aft dat is tough le...each qns lowered my morale even lower..hiaz hiaz hiaz..anithing bar...but the surprising part is dat i feel quite immune to todae's test de...actualli i oso dunno lar..den yh checked the ans wif mi even more sian....i dun wan to think abt it le lar!wad's impt is dat im still left wif 1 more paper...aja bar~



i dunno wad im feeling now....part immune, part confused, part hatred, part sian, part happi, part relieved..part--- aiya!zzz...i duno lar...hiaz~n the feeling is bad esp when u dunno how to describe it...i juz wished i could go to the beach n shout for all i want..nobody to care, nobody to bother, shout for all i wan. shout till im feeling better.dat's it.




爱还剩多少相爱的人却给不到,
我在奔跑却追不回你的好
im denying my feelings....n i dun like it any one bit.