hiaz....todae first thing when i gt to sch yh sae go walk walk...i sensed she had a lot of things to sae, so we walked 1 round the track dere n tolk as we walked cos there are no ppl dere..though i think its quite weird to walk round the track...but i juz treat it as morning walk bar!!haha..we tolked abt studies..den linked to pri sch de maths...den linked bak to frens who went to poly...heard tt they r doing quite well dere..hiaz...i somehow regret forgoing poly le..dere's a lot of opportunity costs forgone..stress stress stress!! actualli jc is not as stressful as sec sch bar...cos surprisingly i do not realli study as hard as i did in sec sch le...but jc is realli tiring...dunno alwaes found myself dozing off during lessons...b it lect or tutorials...n the lessons, though lesser subects to tackle wif now, is realli boring n wif a lot of cheamalogy...so i see le i realli dun wan to touch my work..den the workload start to pile up...argh!!!but to think on the bright side...it is oni 2 yrs!! lets endure it tgt bar yh....
phy and chem lectures was another copy-but-not-understand routine...hiaz...i realli dunno wad's the teacher tolking abt...suddenly sin here den cos dere...chem too...cannot seem to grasp anithing wif wad the teacher is tolking abt the sp thingy...though the lect is quite interesting wif that lecturer..but i can't understand a thing!!! den i gave up le...last 15 min i
literally not listening at all...
lunch time went bak to the track dere n practise harmoc...cos its audition todae n we realise we still not beri prepared...i think im starting to like the track alot le...haha..n there's a lot of privacy dere...hmm..so ivy, jy n mi were sitting on the bench dere under e hot sun n blowing...quite spas..den after a while i could not endure le....is realli too hot!!
mass civics todae changed to hall..n we had v.i.p coming....for e first time mass civics in e hall we had on the air con n can sit in chairs..yuan lai e ambassors of EU came n giv talk....they are frm spain!!they are realli big lor..we had to stand n clap when they entered the hall...even they walked hav the qi pai of v.i.p....den i cannot stop laughing when er zi sae their noses so ting,..look veri like woodpecker n kip doing their zhao pai dong zhuo...lol...e whole thing i wasn't listening at all...tolk tolk tolk...yh near mi so we were tolking...den tolk abt east coast thingy den yh suddenly sae sth....den i froze immediately...aiya...dunno if he knoe anithing or not or pretended not knoeing..but ivy sae is quite loud...aiya...yh realli hai si wo le lar!!!hiaz....
pe todae too..todae is realli a hot dae lar..we sitting at the track not moving can oso sweat a lot...n our class gt tt teacher again...he realli hiong..told us to run the outermost ring of the track, on the grass do pushups..zzz...den situps, squats n e adominal thingy....n the spas hop here hop dere e game...we had to jump n count at the same time...n is not usual counting, even no. count in eng, odd no. in chi...n cannot count multiples of 3..i shld sae is quite fun but todae pe realli took all moi strength away...after pe moi whole bodi practically nua le....cannot even walk properly..
n we ltr still hav to attend harmoc!!! the moment we gt dere...is audition le..i opened the lt door den i realised its gonna be doomsday for mi le..not oni lao shi is dere n testing but there oso r like 4 or 5 seniors looking at u blow?!? imagine so mani eyes staring at u when u blow..n when u kip blowing the wrong notes.... i started to gt panicky le...when its moi turn..my hands were cold de...den shivering somemore...den lao shi told mi can start...den i start den stop...den breathe deeply bifore i started again...dere's some 2 sounds n stops here n dere...i oso duno how i blow...but thank goodness lao shi looked veri ci xiang, which helps to calm mi down a little..but i think i somehow flunked my G scales..lao shi oso sae dat all r good after e whole audition finished....i gt some feelin he is in e denial mode at tt time..haha...den after audition i was called for e manuscript interview....hiaz lar...one down, another one to go...e interview is another thing i flunked...i kip asking her to repeat her ques....cos she was too soft, den sumhow made her quite pissed...n i could not quite understand her quest...den gave lame ans lor...
suan le bar!!!
too sad le cannot celebrate er zi birthdae n go k box on dat dae we planned ...he quite sad de...cos he sae moi treat gt postponed?!?hmm....i think being his mom realli is a sad thing...forgo his treat still qing him eat den still hav to treat him somemore??sob lar....
i tried to act ignorant whenever i saw u...cos i dunno wad to expect..but i realli dislike u doing e same thing too...u get it?!?
jia you bar!! study grp!!!!:)
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