Saturday, April 11

cyclethon: finale day!:D
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it is finalli the last day of the whole cyclethon le..n mi, may lan n jodi were in charge of the only all-gals grp among the 25 groups. ya~the gals were all from CJC, too bad i didnt managed to get aj grps. my grp can be quite high at times..lol they can shout and make a din..omg but when they fin the cyclethon, it seemed like mani of them are already half dead. haha~ but den again, it seemed like alomost everyone is feeling tt way--exhausted. cos everyone is already sleeping inside mac and lying on the grd outside vivo entrance. haha! me too=X but den, the cyclethon todae is much shorter as compared to the previous recee, as we oni finished at vivo rather than the returning bak to ecp. but den, being facilitator this time round is much stresser, cos the safety of the grp members is upon ur responsibilities. n being the leading facilitator in front, im chao worried i would get the whole grp lost somewhere ard spore. but nvm, cos its all over, safe n sound. phew. *tired*
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grp 14! all gals grp!!:D
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briefing time before the cyclethon. my grp's facilitators
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opening ceremony with MP
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we were told to wear helmets=.=
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finalli! i gt to take pic of the small merlion. haha~ we kept missing it during our previous recees.
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n now, the BIG merlion!:)
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the esplanade
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i dreaded upon reaching MOE, cos it oso means we're nearing the UPSLOPE.
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we've reached vivo!!:)
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may lan! HOHO~
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zoe is zonked' out already. lol
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thanks buddies for the fun n memories in this whole cyclethon journey:)
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yep, its always chao draining after enduring the whole night being awake. n its yet again, a nice sleeping session. i slept for a meagre1 hr before i went for tuition. i almost slept there if only i didnt force my eyes open now n then. argh!~ n i slept my whole afternoon off. till 11pm. lol..my sleeping time is now reversed. should i slp yet again since its sleeping time now? hmm...
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渐渐我们都有新朋友 多久不再并肩走
忙忙碌碌看人生匆匆 忘记了年轻的梦





























Friday, April 10

irritated.
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i hate it everytime she chose to complain yet does not do anithing abt it. wads all the fuss suspecting and proclaiming and making others worried when u couldnt even chose to take care of yrself? im worried sometimes, thinking abt the prospect whenever i looked at her frail frame, just tt i chose to shrug it off everytime im scared. i've said, n i've voiced out. but if she doesnt make her decision, wad more can i do for her? busy is not an excuse. n postponement cant buy bak money. so dun bring up money into the picture. cos time n assurance is more important, for now. if only she could get me.

Wednesday, April 8

teaching fidgety kids are real tedious.
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my pri 2 kid loves pokemon. i realised, i've gt a huge generation gap with him. i cant recognise so mani of the pokemon except the few pioneer ones. haha x_x
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fuchun sec having their 2.4km run. it seemed like the whole cohort of the school was running on the track la~ 1 word--messy!!
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i've gt a stopid freaking pimple on my forehead. aghhhhh~T.T
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All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy. for what we leave behind...is a part of ourselves.

Sunday, April 5

cyclethon training part 2
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ysd was considered quite a treacherous recee, as there was 2 spoilt bikes n one casuality on the way. there was also a change of route, so by the time we reached, its almost sunrise. there were also a greater strength of facilitatators ysd, so we were divided into 3 sub grps. too bad may lan didnt cont after her fren was injured. but nvm, the finale day will be this coming good friday. omg~~jia you da jia!:)
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stopid jun xiu's finger..spoilt my pic argh!! zzz~
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the war memorial..plus jiu xiu's finger again zzz~
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our funi grp leader
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somewhere outside the esplanade
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s'pore flyer:)
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the itchy finger pops out yet again!!:O
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tying the bikes tgt~~
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lightings outside lau pa sat
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omg~ zoe is strong!! >.<
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tiring yrself out feels good. cos u oni have one thing in mind--to sleep. i realised, i will stone when im too shagged out. so dun think sth is wrong. stoning is to conserve energy. haha:) i bet i will be a stone on good friday..omg>.<

Saturday, April 4

met up with my botak cousin and 2 pending-botak cousins ysd for dinner. i have to say, though im not veri good with army thingy, i did know some of the army terms. but yet again, there are quite alot of short forms in army..i still have a long way to go..haha aniways, aja the 3 of u guys! we shall meet up when there are reali 3 botaks:)
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todae shall be another cycling recee, with more ppl:) i reali hope my 7 hrs of slp can last me for the next 12 hrs of cycling:S i reai hate the "eyes wanna close but cant close" feeling. for now, please dun be funi n rain.
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sometimes, ppl's rational thinking are just being carried away by their emotions. humans are afterall, complex and funi creatures. so, who is it to blame?
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"我把我的血插进你的血, 不就有血链关系了?"

Thursday, April 2

in the past, i dun reali get wad those school leavers said when they said they missed school. but looking at the harmoc juniors video, it finally dawned on me. suddenly, there is this gush of feelings which i cant explain. maybi there is not much to rmb by with aj, but looking at tt video, all the past schooling memories in aj came flooding back. times at the different parts and corners of aj, the 2 years of jc life, suddenly seemed so close to me yet again. maybi its the song of the video tt gt me much affected, but i have to sae, i missed those schooling days. though jc is tough, its still the most exciting n memorable period of time throughout my schooling life. maybi its cos i've opened myself more in jc, tts y its the period where i discovered tt school is not just about studying. its oso schooling filled with happiness, with tears, with surprises tt make it so memorable. they sae u oni feel nostalgic when u cant turn back time n return to the past. n yes, i indeed feel nostalgic.
chatted with ying hui ysd late till the morning, until even my cordless phone heated up in its protest to rest. n i woke up automatically at 7 plus todae..T.T tt means i gt an insufficient nights' sleep once again. lucky im always a night owl-cum-early bird, so its still ok. ok la~maybi oni a more panda-eyed yk O.O
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i shall go to the library todae. most importantly, to pay my long dued fine. I SHALL DO IT TODAY.
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sometimes, being rash is oso a good thing. yes, theres the uncertain part, yet it still takes courage to come to tt decision. n though u may regret it after all, its still better than regretting about not doing it later. maybi life is so uncertain n short lived tt i sometimes gave in to rashness. but thinking about it, im glad im a rash person. at least, i know i have made a decision.
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i shall go n make use of todae le. bye peeps~:)

Wednesday, April 1

so fast, n its april. its oso april fools todae...n im being tricked by lao xiong T.T
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theres the empty feeling yet again. i guess, i cant rot for long. maybi as they said, im a workaholic. i dun deny i always tend to put myself in a tensed, fast paced environment. even those around me often told mi to relax n slow down. but i've lived with this trait for 19 years, i guess, its hard to put everything down n start with a slow paced lifestyle. i know i cant. i will get impatient. LOL. but is there a version called a slacky workaholic? maybi tts more like it. :)
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it seems like everyone is off with own lives now.
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其实很想知道, 但又害怕知道。